Wishes come and go like trickling waters in the streams of consciousness or like musical notes made from trees in the wind. I close my eyes and think of you often. How I wish I could have given you the girl I once was. The pretty naïve one so neat and tidy and clean. She doesn’t exist anymore. She died long ago. And this girl you see here is not a girl But a warrior Viking queen who has lost a few limbs metaphorically along the way. They were dreams and possible children. A home and a husband. A life someone invented so they could go on living. All lies really. Truth has a funny way of sneaking up on you when you’re not looking. So stay close to me darling. Keep your eyes wide open. Forgive me, when I test you often. Be patient when I over analyze, And freak out over nothing. Love me darling as I love you. Respectfully graciously openly accepting you fully without conditions. Learning constantly. Sometimes our flaws, are the best parts of ourselves.
So stay close to me darling. Keep your eyes wide open. Forgive me, when I test you often. Be patient when I over analyze, And freak out over nothing.