I just saw you.
You were just here.
But I long for you again
I want to draw you in and near.
I want to see you all the time.
I want to swallow you down
slowly like wine.
Dripping down my chin
my heart is open
you flow right in.
I want you here always
but I struggle too
for I want my own space
I don’t want to lose myself in you.
But then I see you again
and my thoughts are torn
between the two.
I remember as always
I’m overthinking
trying to predict what I should do
forgetting I wasn’t put on this earth
to fix it, or correct it, or break you
but simply just love you
since I met you.
Whether we are apart or together
break up or start anew
I will always, my love
simply just love you.
Spend every day with me
or just a day when we have time
it doesn’t matter
for I am yours
as long as you say
“Lacy, you are mine.”