You have to be courageous and bold enough to have nothing over and over again...So when you have something you’ll know how to listen and appreciate it over and over again until it is time to let it go.
For who are you to know what it is you truly want? Some wants disappear some wants are marked in your soul forever and some wants were just not meant to be.
But like a cloudy apparition it just wasn’t meant to be. You are blind and I am free.
because it’s alright to be solitary darling for at least you know what is true.
I couldn’t help but feel for you still with a desperate longing to take that enormous head of yours all bottled up in your insecurities and ego and cradle it between my naked petite breasts.
Like the broken bottle that I am. Split and spinning tossed to the side. Until I can release you.
Come and spend time with me and I can heal a broken heart. Temporarily if you let yourself get lost in me. Maybe if you do You might be able to actually heal me see me or know me as well.
So I cave. I become--Silent. Cold. Deadly. Like rain
Speak to me. Don’t just talk to me. Let me know your decision before falling for you fades dissipates evaporates like rain.
I am loyal to you within the confines of our contract I just won’t love only you because you could not possibly only love and understand all of me—and I know that.