Cry on the floor if you must. Grab a pillow and sob if it helps. Let your feelings of guilt or shame anger and fear fall out of you.
You slay me.
Let us wander, dear boy. Into that dark cold night. Let us walk hand in hand. Into the gazing starlight.
I wanted to be so in love with you wrap myself so deep In.
I couldn’t help but feel for you still with a desperate longing to take that enormous head of yours all bottled up in your insecurities and ego and cradle it between my naked petite breasts.
Like the broken bottle that I am. Split and spinning tossed to the side. Until I can release you.
Come and spend time with me and I can heal a broken heart. Temporarily if you let yourself get lost in me. Maybe if you do You might be able to actually heal me see me or know me as well.
So I cave. I become--Silent. Cold. Deadly. Like rain
Speak to me. Don’t just talk to me. Let me know your decision before falling for you fades dissipates evaporates like rain.
I can’t cry anymore because I’ve cried so much already. You can’t break what is already broken. All kinds of different people. All kinds of f---ed up beauty. Different faces. Different experiences.They blur around me, inside me. Part from me. Can’t seem to shake them.